C.S. Lewis Surving and Overthrowing a 1913 British Boarding School.

Historical Fiction·Aaron Barndell

25 scenes
Scene24
The Inked Pebblethe stair landing
The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley

The assembly breaks apart beneath the chapel’s stone arch. Parsley draws C. S. Lewis through a side door into the separate chapel, the pressed leaf pinched carefully between his fingers.

Parsley

Parsley

I am relieved you defended me. More relieved than I know how to say. But I cannot become a boy who can stand only when you are beside him.

He places the leaf on the chapel pew. Beneath it lies a dark pebble, smooth and familiar, its surface crossed by the same green-black ink that once marked Lewis’s cuff and sleeve.

Parsley

Parsley

I found it by the notice board. Edwin’s pebble was there before the marks appeared. Someone has been using it to press the sign, or to carry the ink without showing his hand.

The chapel’s notice board stands beyond the open door, crowded with rules, sporting notices, and the company’s public agreement. A fresh green-black impression stains the corner of its paper.

Parsley

Parsley

Perhaps your father did not send you here merely to punish you. Perhaps he sent you where silence would fail, because only among other people could you learn what sort of man you mean to be.

Lewis says he would never ask Parsley to be someone who cannot stand without him. Parsley is braver than he knows and if anything, it is Lewis who needs Parsley beside him to be able to stand so tall. And whoever is marking with ink, they will face it. Lewis knows the real fight has only just begun.

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled +1)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis tells Parsley he would never ask him to stand only when Lewis is beside him. Parsley is braver than he knows. If anything, Lewis needs Parsley beside him to stand so tall. Whoever makes these marks will face them. The real fight has only just begun.

The words settle into the chapel's stillness. Lewis's hand leaves the pebble, not claiming it, but leaving it between them.

Parsley

Parsley

Then do not stand in front of me, Lewis. Stand with me.

Parsley lifts the pebble and turns it in the pale window light. The ink has dried in a narrow crescent along its edge.

Parsley

Parsley

You protect us so fiercely that sometimes you choose where we may stand. I need your courage, but I need my own hands as well.

Beyond the open door, footsteps pass the notice board and stop. The chapel falls quiet again, leaving the marked Phoenix paper and the pebble in Parsley's grasp.

Parsley

Parsley

Will you let me help decide what we do next?

✓ Quest Accepted

Let Parsley take an equal role in confronting the ink-marking threat

✓ Quest Accepted

Identify who is making the ink marks

"Yes," Lewis says. "I know I am very.... assertive sometimes. But one word from you and I will always pull back. I don't want to be in front of you or behind you. I want to be at your side."

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled +1)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Yes. I know I am very assertive sometimes. But one word from you and I will always pull back. I do not want to be in front of you or behind you. I want to be at your side.

Parsley studies Lewis across the pebble, weighing the promise rather than merely accepting it.

Parsley

Parsley

Then I will use that word when I need it. Not to send you away, but to make room for both of us.

He places the pebble on the chapel step between them, no longer keeping it solely in his own hand.

Parsley

Parsley

We examine the notice together. We ask our friends what they have seen. And if someone tries to frighten us, we answer as the Phoenix Company, not as your followers.

The strain in Parsley's shoulders eases. The threat remains nameless, but its evidence now belongs to both boys, and so does the decision.

Parsley

Parsley

Stay beside me, then. Tell me what you notice, and let me tell you what I notice.

Quest Complete

Let Parsley take an equal role in confronting the ink-marking threat

Lewis goes to pull him into a hug but stops and asks permission first.

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled -2)

Lewis shifts closer, then opens his arms before touching Parsley. He stops himself, leaving the choice between them.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

May I hug you?

The question hangs softly beneath the chapel rafters. In asking, Lewis gives Parsley room rather than taking it.

Parsley

Parsley

Yes. But gently. And only because you asked.

Lewis embraces him. The chapel step shifts beneath a knee, and the inked pebble clicks against the stone, a small sound that carries through the empty building.

Parsley

Parsley

He is learning to stand beside me, not over me.

Parsley

Parsley

There. That is better. Now tell me what you saw in my face before you stopped.

Lewis tells Parsley what he saw on Parsley's face before he stopped.

FAILURE (Good Perception, rolled -4)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I saw you were frightened, and angry that I might decide everything for you. Then I stopped, because I could not tell which feeling you wanted me to answer.

The words come out unevenly. Lewis has named the struggle, but not Parsley’s face itself, and the distinction matters.

Parsley

Parsley

That is not quite what you saw. You saw what you feared was there.

Parsley

Parsley

He is trying to look closely, but he keeps looking through me at the danger around us.

Parsley retrieves the pebble from the step and turns it between his fingers. His touch is careful, but he does not surrender the evidence.

Parsley

Parsley

I was frightened. I was also choosing. Those are different things. If you cannot tell which is which, ask me before you act.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

The pebble is warm from Parsley's hand.

Parsley

Parsley

Will you try again, not to read my face, but to hear my answer?

Lewis nods. "I will. And I'm sorry.. I really am trying. You mean everything to me." Lewis tries again, asking Parsley if Lewis can hold him, and waiting for Parsley to answer

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled +0)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Lewis nods. "I will. And I'm sorry. I really am trying. You mean everything to me."

He keeps his hands where Parsley can see them, then asks if he may hold him, waiting without reaching.

Parsley

Parsley

"Yes. Gently, please."

Only then does Lewis move. Parsley sets the inked pebble on the step and leans into the offered embrace.

Parsley

Parsley

"That is better. You asked, and I answered. I want your protection, Lewis, but I do not want it to make me smaller."

The chapel holds its quiet around them. Between their knees, the pebble rests beside the faint green-black impression on the notice.

Parsley

Parsley

"When we examine the mark, will you let me decide what I am willing to risk?"

Lewis says that he will let Parsley decide. And he says he always wants Parsley to choose for himself.

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled -1)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I will let you decide. I always want you to choose for yourself.

Lewis keeps his arms still until Parsley shifts away by his own choice. Then Lewis releases him and turns toward the pebble, leaving the space between them open.

Parsley

Parsley

Thank you. That makes your protection feel like company, not a wall around me.

Parsley draws the pebble nearer and studies its dark surface beside the green-black impression. His thumb stops short of the stain.

Parsley

Parsley

Someone handled this carefully. The mark is too deliberate for an accident.

Parsley

Parsley

I choose that we examine it together, then ask the company what we find. No secret chase, and no decision made for me.

The chapel remains quiet around their shared evidence. Parsley looks to Lewis, not for rescue, but for an equal witness.

Lewis nods and inspects the pebble.

SUCCESS (Good Perception, rolled -1)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
The Housemaster of School House
The Housemaster of School House

Lewis nods and leans over the step. From above, the stain proves flat and even, pressed onto the pebble's edge rather than spilled across it.

Together, they compare the pebble with the impression on the notice. The curve and broken corner align. It was used as a small stamp, carried in a pocket or wrapped in cloth.

Parsley

Parsley

So we know how the mark was made. We do not yet know whose hand carried it.

Parsley sets the pebble beside the notice and withdraws his hand. The examination is complete, and the evidence now belongs to both of them.

Then the chapel door opens below. Cold corridor light cuts across the flagstones, and the footsteps stop at the threshold.

The Housemaster of School House

The Housemaster of School House

Lewis. Parsley. Bring that notice and whatever you have found. You will report this together, before the company, not in whispers here.

The open doorway fixes their route. The pebble, the notice, and their shared account must leave the chapel with them.

Lewis nods and asks Parsley for his hand.

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Parsley, may I take your hand?

Parsley

Parsley

Yes. Gently, and beside me.

Parsley offers his hand. Their fingers meet above the inked pebble as the Housemaster waits at the doorway.

Lewis stand with Parsley and waits for him to move first before they follow the Housemaster.

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
The Housemaster of School House
The Housemaster of School House

Lewis waits. Parsley moves first, and Lewis follows beside him, carrying the shared evidence toward the doorway. The Housemaster leads them into the corridor, where the chapel door closes behind them and their private examination becomes a report before the company.

The Housemaster of School House

The Housemaster of School House

Together, then. No one stands alone in this matter.

When they arrive, Lewis asks Parsley to lead our account.

SUCCESS (Superb Etiquette, rolled +0)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
The Housemaster of School House
The Housemaster of School House

The corridor opens onto the notice board, where the Phoenix Company’s rules hang beneath the school’s stern portraits. The Housemaster stops there, and the private inquiry becomes a public account.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Parsley should lead our account.

Parsley

Parsley

I will. We examined the mark together, and the pebble belongs in the account.

Parsley steps before the notice, holding the marked paper and inked pebble where the corridor light can reach them. Lewis remains beside him, not in front.

The Housemaster of School House

The Housemaster of School House

Then speak plainly, Parsley. Begin with what you observed, and separate it from what you suspect.

Parsley

Parsley

The green-black impression on the notice matches this pebble. It was used as a small stamp, carefully and deliberately. We do not yet know who pressed it.

The corridor falls attentive around the evidence. The pursuit of the maker pauses at its proper boundary, with the company’s trust now tested by the truth they can prove.

✓ Quest Accepted

Complete the public account before the Housemaster

Lewis stands beside Parsley as they give the account. He asks Parsley, then the others what they think their next steps should be?

SUCCESS (Superb Etiquette, rolled -1)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
The Housemaster of School House
The Housemaster of School House
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Parsley has given the account. What does he think we should do next, and what does the company think?

The question leaves the evidence where it belongs, in the middle of the company rather than in one boy’s keeping. Parsley lowers the pebble and marked paper onto the notice ledge.

Parsley

Parsley

We record what we know, ask everyone to watch openly, and bring any accusation before the company. No private search, and no one is made responsible alone.

Around the corridor, the younger boys answer with sober nods. Their murmurs settle into agreement, and the ink-marking inquiry becomes a shared rule rather than a secret pursuit.

The Housemaster of School House

The Housemaster of School House

That is a proper next step. The evidence is preserved, the account is complete, and no boy will be punished on suspicion. I shall enter the matter in my notes.

He takes the notice from the ledge, folds it once, and seals the immediate inquiry under his authority. The pebble remains visible beside the company’s rules, while every face turns toward the question of who will keep the record.

Parsley

Parsley

Then we decide that together as well. Who keeps the record, and where do we meet to compare what we learn?

Quest Complete

Complete the public account before the Housemaster

Lewis waits and listens to the company respond.

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
The Housemaster of School House
The Housemaster of School House

Lewis waits as the company considers Parsley’s question. The boys agree that Parsley will keep their shared copy, while the Housemaster keeps the official note. The company will compare observations at its next Saturday meeting, and the corridor gathering breaks in orderly agreement.

Parsley

Parsley

Together, then. No one carries the truth alone.

✓ Quest Accepted

Leave the corridor together with Parsley

Lewis follows Parsley as they leave the corridor. Staying quiet and just keeping company as he thinks about what to say. His own feelings a confusing mess.

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley

Lewis follows Parsley in silence. At the quiet end of the corridor, the company has disappeared toward their houses, leaving only the two of them and the soft echo of footsteps.

Parsley

Parsley

You needn't find the perfect thing to say. Walking beside me is enough.

Lewis keeps walking with him and eventually asks how long he has been making Parsley feel this way? Like Lewis was deciding things for him? And does Lewis do it to the others too? He tries to wait until they ask for direction before giving it. Hold he try not to give it all? He is struggling to reconcile his leadership instincts and impulses with the needs of his friends and his relationship with Parsley. And he feels a little lost now.

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled +3)

The Inked Pebble

Lewis keeps pace without taking the lead. At the corridor's end, the stair turns down toward the house, and he waits beside Parsley instead of choosing the route for him.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

How long have I been making you feel that way? As if I were deciding things for you? Do I do it to the others as well?

Parsley

Parsley

Since you began protecting us by moving first. Not always. But often enough that we started waiting for Lewis before asking what we wanted.

Lewis lets the next silence stand. He does not offer a plan, assign a duty, or fill the pause. Parsley reaches the stair landing, then stops there with the notebook against his chest.

Parsley

Parsley

You are allowed to lead when we ask for it. You are also allowed to be lost. Those are not failures, and neither is letting us choose.

The admission settles between them. Parsley opens the notebook and writes a new company rule in the shared copy: ask before directing, unless someone is in immediate danger. He turns the page toward Lewis, offering him the first reading, not the final word.

Parsley

Parsley

Will you help me show this to the others on Saturday, as something we both learned?

Quest Complete

Leave the corridor together with Parsley

Lewis promises that he will. And he asks Parsley not to wait so long to call him out in the future. He doesn't want to hurt him or their friends. Even by accident.

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled +1)

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Lewis promises he will help show the rule to the others. He asks Parsley to call him out sooner when he begins deciding for them, because he does not want to hurt Parsley or their friends, even by accident.

He says it without reaching for the notebook or Parsley. The promise stands in the open space between them, offered rather than imposed.

Parsley

Parsley

Then I will. Not after I have endured it for days, and not only when we are alone. I will tell you when I notice it.

Parsley closes the notebook gently, keeping one thumb between the pages so the new rule cannot be lost. His shoulders ease, as though the correction has become a shared tool rather than a rebuke.

Parsley

Parsley

And you must let me finish speaking before you rush to mend everything. Sometimes standing beside me means hearing the whole truth first.

The stairwell remains quiet around them. Below, the house bell sounds once, distant and ordinary, while Parsley waits for Lewis's answer with the notebook held between them.

Lewis nods. He can do that.

The Inked Pebble
Parsley
Parsley

C. S. Lewis nods. The small motion gives Parsley his answer without interrupting him.

Parsley

Parsley

Good. Then I will trust you to hear me, and trust myself to speak.

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