C.S. Lewis Surving and Overthrowing a 1913 British Boarding School.

Historical Fiction·Aaron Barndell

14 scenes
Scene1
Confrontation in the Prep RoomMalvern College prep room
Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Fribble
Fribble
Parsley
Parsley

The prep room is all dark wood and stale polish, cramped with books, slates, and a heavy oak case of shelving. Parsley is pressed back against it, white-faced, leaf crushed tight in his trembling hand. Fribble stands close enough to crowd him, one hand locked on the back of a chair.

Fribble

Fribble

You have had your warning. Either you learn to be civil, or I shall make you sorry for it.

The door swings wider. C. S. Lewis steps in, and Fribble’s head snaps round at once, annoyance flashing over his predatory calm.

Fribble

Fribble

Well? If you are going to loiter, be useful. Shut the door and get out of the way.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Parsley is cornered, and Fribble means it.

Parsley looks toward Lewis without moving from the bookcase, as if any answer from the doorway may matter more than Fribble’s breath at his cheek.

Parsley

Parsley

Lewis... please.

Fribble tightens his grip on the chair, his eyes flicking between the two boys, measuring whether this interruption will be laughed off, crushed, or turned into a fresh lesson.

Fribble

Fribble

Are you standing there to stare, or do you mean to mind your own business?

✓ Quest Accepted

Protect Parsley from Fribble

That boy is liable to receive corporal punishment for his insolence.

Lewis steps firmly between Fribble and the boy. Staring Fribble down.

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled +1)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Fribble
Fribble
Parsley
Parsley

Lewis steps in, and the room seems to tighten around him. Fribble cannot keep both boys in front of him now, and Parsley is no longer trapped at the bookcase edge.

Lewis plants himself between them and fixes Fribble with a steady stare. The move is quiet, but it changes the shape of the room at once.

Fribble

Fribble

So, you have found your courage at last.

Fribble’s hand loosens from the chair back. He does not step forward again, but his eyes harden, taking stock of the new line Lewis has drawn.

Parsley

Parsley

Lewis is between us now.

Parsley draws one careful breath, still pale, but no longer the only boy Fribble can reach. The silence after Fribble’s remark waits for an answer.

Quest Complete

Protect Parsley from Fribble

That boy is liable to receive corporal punishment for his insolence.

I ask Fribble if he has been making advances against younger boys again. A hint of steel in my voice.

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled +2)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Fribble
Fribble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Have you been making advances against younger boys again, Fribble?

The words land cleanly in the hush. Lewis keeps his ground, and the room seems to wait on Fribble’s face.

Fribble

Fribble

Again? You speak as though you know more than you ought.

A thin smile comes and goes on Fribble’s mouth, but it does not reach his eyes. Parsley’s fingers tighten around the leaf.

Parsley

Parsley

He says it out loud. At last, someone says it out loud.

Fribble

Fribble

You may admire your own courage, Lewis. It will not impress me.

Fribble eases back from the bookcase at last, no longer pretending Parsley is trapped. The pressure in the corner breaks, and the boy by the shelves can breathe again.

Lewis asks if that was a confession from Fribble. "....know more than you ought."

SUCCESS (Legendary Literary knowledge, rolled -1)

Fribble’s smile thins at the edge of Lewis’s question. For a moment he says nothing, just studies the smaller boy as if weighing how much truth the room can bear.

Fribble

Fribble

Confession? You put the label on it yourself.

Parsley does not move, but the words seem to give him spine. He straightens a little by the bookcase, leaf still crushed in his fist.

Parsley

Parsley

He is making him say it.

Fribble

Fribble

If you are asking whether I meant to frighten him, then yes. That was the point.

The admission hangs cleanly in the quiet. Fribble’s gaze stays on Lewis, guarded now, with less amusement than before.

Parsley

Parsley

Then stop.

The room holds still after that one word, with Fribble waiting to see whether Lewis lets it stand or answers it for him.

✓ Quest Accepted

Get Fribble to back down

Lewis says quietly that he is asking if Fribble in here trying to rape the boy. Not just frighten him.

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled +1)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Fribble
Fribble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Lewis asks, very quietly, if Fribble is trying to rape the boy, not merely frighten him.

The words land like a dropped book. Parsley goes very still by the shelf, and the little room seems to tighten around Fribble's face.

Fribble

Fribble

His eyes flick once to Parsley, then back to Lewis. The mockery drains out of him.

Fribble

Fribble

You choose your phrases boldly, Lewis.

He does not advance. Instead, he shifts his weight back a step, his shoulders no longer loose with amusement.

Parsley

Parsley

Then he means it.

Parsley lowers the crushed leaf a little, breathing easier now that the answer has been spoken aloud. Fribble watches both boys, guarded and measuring, as though deciding what the room will cost him.

Quest Complete

Get Fribble to back down

Lewis says that he knows Fribble's kind. He's been through it before. Frobble carries just as much malice as Lewis does. It would be better for everyone if they just walked away and pretended this never happened. Then neither of them have to be exposed as monsters.

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled -2)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Fribble
Fribble
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Lewis says he knows Fribble's sort, and that Fribble carries the same malice he does. He suggests they both walk away and pretend none of this has happened, so neither of them has to be exposed as monsters.

Fribble

Fribble

Fribble lets out a thin, unhappy laugh. "You talk as if you are doing me a kindness."

Fribble

Fribble

He studies Lewis with narrowed eyes, measuring the cost of staying and the cost of leaving.

For a moment, the prep room is only the scrape of feet and the hush of books against shelves. Parsley keeps his distance now, watching both older boys without speaking.

Parsley

Parsley

Parsley says, very softly, that he would like Fribble to go.

Fribble

Fribble

Fribble looks from Parsley to Lewis, then gives a small, bitter shrug. "Very well. This can be forgotten."

He takes the backward route toward the door, but his heel catches the edge of a slate board. It clacks sharply on the floor, and all three boys flinch at the sound.

Lewis holds his ground until Fribble is gone.

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Fribble
Fribble
Parsley
Parsley

Lewis stays where he is, making no move to help the silence along. Fribble collects himself, squares his shoulders, and goes out with a last hard look.

The door settles shut behind him. Parsley lets out the breath he has been holding, and the room feels suddenly larger.

✓ Quest Accepted

Leave the prep room

Lewis lets his shoulders sag and asks if Parsley is unhurt?

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled -2)

Lewis lets his shoulders go at last, the tension draining out of him in one tired drop. The room is quiet enough to hear Parsley’s breath still hitching.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Are you unhurt?

Parsley

Parsley

Only shaken. He did not touch me.

Parsley says it softly, but he means it. He keeps one hand on the leaf as if it steadies him, and he edges a little farther from the bookcase.

Parsley

Parsley

I thought he would make me go along with it, or call someone in. I did not know whether to run or stay still.

The words leave him in a rush, then stop. He swallows, looking down at the skewed slate board as though it might still move on its own.

Parsley

Parsley

Thank you for saying it plainly. It made him stop looking at me like that.

Lewis’s answer costs him a small wince in his side, a reminder of how hard he has braced himself against the room. Parsley notices, and his face tightens with concern, ready with a question.

Lewis says that he is relieved. When he first walked in he was frightened it had already gone too far.

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled +1)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I am relieved. When I came in, I thought it had already gone too far.

Parsley’s shoulders loosen at once. He looks from Lewis to the door, then back again, as if checking that the room really has changed.

Parsley

Parsley

I was afraid you had only seen the start of it. I did not know whether anyone would say it aloud.

He gives a small, shaky breath that is almost a laugh, then rubs one thumb against the leaf he is holding.

Parsley

Parsley

You did not leave me to it. I shall remember that.

The boy’s face warms with gratitude, but he is still peering toward the door, listening for footsteps in the corridor beyond.

Parsley

Parsley

If he comes back, I think he will be more careful now.

That boy is liable to receive corporal punishment for his insolence.

Lewis puts a hand on his shoulder and says they really shouldn't wander the school alone. He thinks it would be safer in groups. Quietly, he adds that Parsley doesn't need to thank him.

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled -2)

C. S. Lewis rests a hand on Parsley’s shoulder, light but steady, and the boy turns toward him instead of the door.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

We really should not wander the school alone. It is safer in groups.

Parsley gives a small nod, his grip tightening on the leaf, then easing again as if he hears the sense in it at once.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

And you do not need to thank me.

Parsley

Parsley

I think I do, but I shall not make a ceremony of it.

His mouth curves faintly, then sobers, and the earlier fear in him gives way to something more thoughtful, almost practical.

Parsley

Parsley

If he finds me alone again, I should like to know someone would not mind my calling for them.

That boy is liable to receive corporal punishment for his insolence.

Lewis nods to him. Of course. Try and keep away from him, but if he does corner you then shout and I'll come.

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled +1)

Lewis gives him a small nod, the sort that asks for no ceremony.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Of course. Keep away from him, but if he corners you, shout and I will come.

Parsley

Parsley

I shall.

Parsley

Parsley

That is better than trying to be brave alone.

Parsley straightens a little where he stands, leaf still in hand, and looks less like a boy waiting for a blow.

Parsley

Parsley

Then I think I can manage the rest of prep.

The room remains still around them, but the balance in it has shifted, Parsley now facing the work instead of the door.

That boy is liable to receive corporal punishment for his insolence.

Lewis asks if he wants help?

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled -1)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Do you want help with it?

Parsley

Parsley

Yes, please.

Parsley

Parsley

It is easier to ask plainly than to guess at every kindness.

Parsley eases a hand against the desk, then gives a small, practical shrug as if deciding the rest of prep together is a settled matter.

Parsley

Parsley

If I am to stay, it helps to have someone to speak to.

The room does not change, yet the quiet feels inhabited now, with the door merely a door and not a threat.

Lewis helps start setting the room to order and mentions that they haven't actually spoken much since the term started. Despite sharing a dormroom. So he doesn't know Parsley well.

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled -1)

C. S. Lewis draws the slate board upright and nudges it back into place, making order out of the mess Fribble left behind.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

We have not really spoken much since term began.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Even though we share a dormitory, I do not know you very well.

Parsley

Parsley

That is true. It is odd, being near someone every day and still not knowing what sort of person he is.

Parsley

Parsley

I think I like plain talk. It makes things easier.

Parsley sets his leaf square on the desk and straightens the scattered papers beside it, working with careful, practical movements.

Parsley

Parsley

If we are both stuck here, we may as well make the room decent and talk like ordinary boys.

Lewis agrees and asks Parsley what he wants to know about Lewis?

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled -1)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

All right. What do you want to know about me?

Parsley

Parsley

Anything ordinary, I think. Where you come from, what you like, what you read when nobody is making you.

Parsley

Parsley

He wants something real, not a performance. That is a relief.

Above them, the prep room looks almost diagrammed, desks and chairs set in tidy lines, the boys reduced to two small figures in a square of lamplight.

Parsley

Parsley

I like knowing whether a person is all one thing, or whether there are several parts to him at once.

Parsley

Parsley

You do not seem like the other boys here. I cannot quite tell if that is because you are braver, or simply stranger.

Parsley keeps sorting his papers, but his shoulders are looser now, and the room stays still except for the soft scrape of order being restored.

Lewis snorts and says it is decidedly both. Although he didn't realize his own courage until the moment was upon him. And he is from Newcastle.

SUCCESS (Legendary Humour, rolled +3)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

It is both, decidedly. I did not know I was brave until the moment came. I am from Newcastle.

The words hang in the lamplight, plain as a chalk line. Parsley looks up from his papers at once, interest sharpening his face.

Parsley

Parsley

Newcastle. That sounds proper and hard-edged. I had imagined somewhere foggier, somehow.

Parsley

Parsley

So he is not one of the school-made boys after all. That is useful to know.

He gives a small, relieved smile, then folds one sheet square and sets it down with care.

Parsley

Parsley

What do you miss most there, then, if anything?

For the first time since Fribble left, the room feels like a place for answers instead of shelter.

Lewis keeps cleaning and says, "You will probably think me daft, but I miss being able to walk to the ocean every day. And seeing Black Gate and Old Castle when we went into town."

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled -1)

Lewis goes on tidying while he speaks, gathering a stray sheet and smoothing it flat as if the room itself should be made orderly before the answer can land.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

You will probably think me daft, but I miss being able to walk to the ocean every day. And seeing Black Gate and Old Castle when we went into town.

Parsley stills his hands on the papers, then looks up with quick, polite surprise, as though Lewis has opened a window in the middle of school.

Parsley

Parsley

No, I do not think that daft at all. It sounds grand, and lonely too, in its way.

Parsley

Parsley

He means place, not people. That is easier to answer, and kinder than I expected.

Parsley

Parsley

The sea must make everything seem larger. And those old places, Black Gate, Old Castle, they sound like they could remember you.

The papers remain spread between them, but the talk has softened the desk into common ground, and Parsley leans in a little farther, waiting for whatever Lewis names next.

Lewis admits that they really captured his imagination growing up. He asks where Parsley is from?

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled +1)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

They really captured my imagination when I was small. Black Gate, Old Castle, all of it.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Where are you from, then?

Parsley

Parsley

From Worcester, mostly. Not the grand parts of it, just the plain streets and the river when I could get to it.

Parsley

Parsley

He asked it straight. That is easier. I can answer straight too.

Parsley

Parsley

It is not the sea, but there is water enough if one knows where to look.

Parsley

Parsley

I used to think Worcester was small, until I came here and learned how large a place can feel when you are alone in it.

Parsley

Parsley

If you know Newcastle and I know Worcester, perhaps we are both a little homesick, only for different reasons.

Lewis says he imagines most of the boys here are homesick. Who wouldn't be with the way things are. He keeps cleaning as he speaks.

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled +0)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I imagine most of the boys here are homesick. Who would not be, with things as they are?

He keeps working as he speaks, gathering the loose papers into a neater pile and brushing them square with the edge of the desk.

Parsley

Parsley

Most of them, I expect. They do not say so, at any rate. It is easier to boast than to miss something.

Parsley

Parsley

I think Worcester taught me that early. If you keep your head down, you can make a little world of your own.

Parsley shifts his papers aside and leans one elbow on the desk, no longer guarding the space between them so tightly.

Parsley

Parsley

Perhaps that is why plain places matter. You remember them because they are yours, not because they are grand.

Parsley

Parsley

And if we are both homesick, then that at least is something in common.

Lewis says under his breath that he doesn't think Parsley should have to keep his head down. Then he asks what Parsley's family are like?

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled +2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Under his breath, Lewis says he does not think Parsley ought to have to keep his head down.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Then he asks what Parsley’s family are like.

Parsley

Parsley

Mine? They are not grand, if that is what you mean. Father works hard, and Mother keeps the house in order, and there are younger ones always underfoot.

Parsley

Parsley

It is quieter at home than here, but not always happier. Still, it is mine.

Parsley

Parsley

Worcester is ordinary, really, but I like it for that. No one expects a boy to be impressive there.

Parsley

Parsley

What about yours, Lewis? Do they mind your being here?

Lewis smiles sadly and says that his mother minds him being here. Lewis's mother keeps the house in order too and was a great cook and very funny.

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled +3)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

My mother minds it. She keeps the house in order too, and she is a very good cook, and very funny.

Lewis lets the words settle, then gives Parsley a small, sad smile. The stack of papers stays neat under his hand, but his posture softens as if he has admitted something private and ordinary.

Parsley

Parsley

That sounds like a proper sort of mother. Mine keeps things together, but yours sounds as if she would have made the house warmer.

Parsley brightens at that, with the careful interest of someone collecting a real detail instead of a schoolboy pose. He leans forward a little, the desk no longer serving as a barrier so much as a shared table.

Parsley

Parsley

Funny mothers are the best sort, I think. It is easier to go home to that than to a house full of rules.

The remark hangs in the warm prep room air, and Parsley gives Lewis a quick, friendly look that asks for more. The open question about home remains between them, now gentler and more personal than before.

Lewis smiles as he straightens the bookshelves and says he agrees. Lewis always remembers his mom as being fiery in everything she did. It was almost like she sucked all the air out of a room when she walked in, but in a good way. Like that last second before someone turns on a lamp. Quiet and still and then just.... warmth.

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled +0)

Lewis smiles and runs his hand along the bookshelves, setting a few volumes straighter as if order itself can answer. The small, private motion makes the room feel calmer.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I agree.

He glances back with a softer look, and the neat rows of books catch the light beside him.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Mother could fill a room without raising her voice.

Parsley listens closely, as though Lewis has handed him something worth keeping.

Parsley

Parsley

That is a grand sort of warmth, then. Not noisy, just certain.

Parsley

Parsley

It sounds as if she makes a place feel lived in, even before anyone speaks.

Lewis agrees and says she does. He asks Parsley about his mother.

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled +0)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Yes, she does.

The answer comes simply, and the room seems to hold it for a moment. Parsley’s face softens with interest rather than pity.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

What is your mother like?

Parsley

Parsley

Mine is steady. She keeps house plainly, and she notices everything that matters.

Parsley

Parsley

She is not grand, but she makes things go right. If I am tired, she knows before I say so.

Parsley folds his hands over his papers, speaking more freely now. The desk between them feels less like a barrier than a shared table.

Lewis grins and says he thinks most mothers can do that last part. Though how he can never fathom.

SUCCESS (Legendary Humour, rolled +0)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

He grins. "I think most mothers can do that last part. Though how she does it, I never fathom."

Parsley

Parsley

Parsley gives a small laugh, then looks down at his hands. "If you knew mine, you would say she is half witch and half housekeeper."

Parsley

Parsley

"She hears a bad mood in a doorway. If I come in silent, she knows I have been scolded before I speak."

Parsley

Parsley

It is said with affection, and with the ease of a boy who has been known all his life by someone who watches him closely.

The remark loosens something in him. His shoulders settle, and the papers under his hands stop trembling with the last of his nerves.

Parsley

Parsley

"It makes a place feel safe, I think, when someone notices the little things."

Parsley

Parsley

He tilts his head toward Lewis, curious again. "Does your mother notice things like that too?"

Lewis smiles and says that she does. For the longest time his mother sometimes seemed to know more about what he was up to then he did. And even now she can always tell what Lewis is feeling from a glance. Though Lewis may be to honest for his own good and bad at hiding it.

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled -2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

She does. For the longest time, my mother seemed to know more about what I was up to than I did. And even now, she can tell what I am feeling from a glance.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I am not good at hiding it.

The admission lands cleanly, and it costs him a little of his composure. His smile thins as he says it, and he has to look down at the desk for a moment.

Parsley

Parsley

That sounds dreadful for keeping secrets, but rather useful for keeping a boy alive.

Parsley

Parsley

He sounds as if he has been seen through often enough to stop minding it.

Parsley’s mouth quirks with affection, and his shoulders ease a little more. The papers between them stay neat, but the room feels less like a refuge and more like a shared table.

Parsley

Parsley

Does she ever tell you the truth before you are ready for it?

That boy is liable to receive corporal punishment for his insolence.

That makes Lewis genuinely laugh as he says they both had that problem. He could not keep his mouth shut when she didn't want to here it. And she would tell him the things he was actively trying to ignore.

SUCCESS (Legendary Humour, rolled -1)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Lewis laughs, then says they both have that trouble, because he cannot keep his mouth shut when he ought to, and she says things he is trying very hard to ignore.

The laugh escapes him before he can trim it back, bright and genuine in the small room. It loosens his face, and for a moment the awkwardness between them turns almost companionable.

Parsley

Parsley

Then I suppose you are stuck with the truth of it, whether you like it or not.

Parsley

Parsley

He sounds pleased by the admission, as if honesty between them has become a kind of shelter.

Parsley’s smile widens, and he leans a little further over his papers. The desk is still between them, but it no longer feels defensive.

Parsley

Parsley

My mother does that too, only kinder. She notices what I am avoiding, then says it out loud so I cannot hide in it.

He glances down at the neat stack of work, then back up with an open, almost amused look, waiting to see whether Lewis will recognise the sort of mercy he means.

Lewis nods knowingly. I understand completely. Although I wish more people would just do that here. Sometimes I think half the problem at Malvern is that nobody talks. He stops himself and blushes before apologizing for going off topic.

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled +1)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Parsley
Parsley

C. S. Lewis gives a knowing nod, his blush deepening as he tries to sound matter-of-fact. It is understood, he says, that too many people here would rather keep everything stiff and silent.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I understand completely. I only wish more people would say things plainly here. Sometimes I think half the trouble at Malvern is that nobody talks.

He stops himself at once, heat climbing into his face. The words have run farther than he meant them to, and he glances down at the desk as if it might swallow the remark for him.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I have gone off the point.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Sorry, I have drifted off topic.

Parsley

Parsley

No, that is all right. I think I know exactly what you mean.

Parsley

Parsley

If people spoke as plainly as that more often, there would be less room for frightful nonsense.

With the room clean Lewis joins Parsley at the table. "You're right about that. Although getting people to tall around here is harder than it seems." He smiles nervously

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled +2)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Parsley
Parsley

Lewis comes in beside the desk at last, the chair legs scraping softly as he takes the open place opposite Parsley.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

You're right about that. Getting people to talk around here is harder than it seems.

He gives a nervous smile, still pink with embarrassment, but he keeps his eyes on Parsley instead of the floor.

Parsley

Parsley

That is exactly what I mean. People act as if plain speech were dangerous, when it only makes the danger easier to see.

Parsley

Parsley

And Lewis does it without making a show of it. That is rarer than bravery.

Parsley shifts his papers aside to make room, a small, practical gesture that feels like an invitation.

Parsley

Parsley

You may stay here. I should like that, if you do not mind.

Lewis blushes brightly before admitting he would be happy too.

Lewis’s face goes hot, but he keeps himself steady long enough to answer in a low voice that yes, he would be glad to.

Parsley

Parsley

Good. Then stay.

Parsley’s small nod turns the invitation into a settled thing, and the room, for the first time, feels as if it has made room for both of them.

Lewis admits he is glad they are talking now. He's been trying to figure out how to approach Parsley, John, and Morris for a couple weeks now. But nerves would get the better of him.

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled +0)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I am glad we are talking now.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I have been trying to think how to come near you, and John too, and Morris, for a couple of weeks. My nerves keep making fools of me.

The words come out plain enough, but they leave him with a hot face and a dry mouth, as if he has spent something he meant to keep hidden.

Parsley

Parsley

Then I am glad you said it at last. I should have thought you were merely being distant, if you had not.

Parsley

Parsley

John and Morris are easier to approach than they look, once one has a reason. You have one now.

Parsley’s mouth tilts with quiet warmth, and he gathers his papers a little closer to make room for the conversation rather than the work.

Parsley

Parsley

Sit there, and do not look so as if you have been flogged for it. We are only speaking.

Lewis grins and says if this is flogging than they really need to have a talk with Porridge. Because he's doing it wrong.

SUCCESS (Legendary Humour, rolled -1)

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Lewis
Lewis
Parsley
Parsley
C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

If this is flogging, then we really ought to have a talk with Porridge, because he is doing it wrong.

The joke lands, and Lewis's grin breaks through the last of the strain. The room feels lighter for it, as if the air has been let out of a tight bellows.

Parsley

Parsley

Yes, that would be a scandal. We cannot have the Head of College setting such a poor example.

Parsley

Parsley

He looks less as though he has been dragged through trouble, and more as though he has decided to answer it.

Parsley gives a short, surprised laugh and leans back in his chair, one hand still on his papers. His shoulders ease as he studies Lewis with open amusement.

Parsley

Parsley

Sit still a moment. I think I prefer you cheerful to heroic.

Lewis smiles and asks, "oh was I heroic? I quite like the sound of that, the dashing sir Lewis to the rescue."

SUCCESS (Legendary Humour, rolled +2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Oh, was I heroic? I quite like the sound of that, the dashing Sir Lewis to the rescue.

Parsley

Parsley

Quite heroic, yes, though I should hope you do not make a habit of it. You ought to keep some of that daring for ordinary use.

Parsley smiles more fully now, not quite laughing, but close to it. He tips his head and studies Lewis with open, fond curiosity.

Parsley

Parsley

You have a way of saying the thing that ought to be said. It is rather admirable, even when it is inconvenient.

The desk between them feels less like furniture and more like a truce signed in ink and paper. Parsley’s hand settles on his stack of sheets, steady at last.

Parsley

Parsley

Stay a little longer, then, Sir Lewis. I should like to hear what else you are too honest to keep to yourself.

Lewis blushes brightly at that, and says, "I don't really think I'm that heroic. I just... couldn't do nothing. It was like something in my head clicked into place. But enough about that. What else would you ask about me?"

FAILURE (Mediocre Willpower, rolled -2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I don't really think I'm that heroic. I just couldn't do nothing. It was like something in my head clicked into place.

Lewis’s face goes red under the compliment, and the awkwardness of it makes him glance down at the desk for a moment.

Parsley

Parsley

That is precisely the sort of thing I mean. You speak as if you are simply telling the truth, and it lands like courage.

Parsley’s smile widens, but his hand tightens on the papers as if he is choosing his next words with care.

Parsley

Parsley

What I should ask, I think, is what you are like when you are not rescuing people.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

But enough about that. What else would you ask about me?

At that, Parsley’s expression changes into something warmer and more thoughtful. He seems to take the invitation as a real opening, not a politeness.

Parsley

Parsley

Then I should like to know whether you always answer so plainly, even when it makes things inconvenient.

Lewis blushes brightly at that, and says, "I don't really think I'm that heroic. I just... couldn't do nothing. It was like something in my head clicked into place. But enough about that. What else would you ask about me?"

FAILURE (Mediocre Willpower, rolled -2)

Lewis goes red again, and the heat of it makes him look down before he can help himself. His hand drops from his chest to the desk edge, as if steadying him.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I do not really think I am that heroic. I just could not do nothing. It was like something in my head clicked into place.

The words come out plain and a little awkward, but they land. The room stays quiet except for the soft scrape of paper under Parsley’s fingers.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

But enough about that. What else would you ask about me?

Parsley

Parsley

That is the honest answer, and it is almost more interesting than heroics.

Parsley

Parsley

Whether you always say the blunt thing, even when it makes life difficult. And whether you ever regret it after.

Lewis smiles and says he tries to be smart enough in how he uses it to not regret it later. But yes. He wasn't always like this, but he has been for a few years now.... He needed to change.

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled +2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I try to be smart with it, so I do not regret it later. I was not always like this, but I have been for a few years now. I had to change.

Parsley lets that settle, his fingers stilling on the papers. The quiet in the room feels less like waiting now, more like listening.

Parsley

Parsley

That sounds harder than simply being bold. What made you decide you had to change?

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

He makes it sound as if there was a single turning of the key.

Lewis stays by the desk, not withdrawing. Parsley watches him with steady attention, the question open and patient.

Parsley

Parsley

You need not make it grand if it was not grand. I only mean, was it something that happened, or something you kept seeing?

Lewis sits quietly for a few moments before saying softly that there came a point where he made himself stop lying so he couldn't lie to himself. He wasn't like a big time liar or anything, but it helped him get past some things.

SUCCESS (Mediocre Willpower, rolled +0)

Lewis lets the silence sit. His hands rest still in his lap, and for a moment the room is only paper, breathing, and the soft scrape of a chair leg.

Then he speaks, low and careful, saying there came a point when he made himself stop lying, so he could not lie to himself. The words cost him a little, but they come cleanly.

He adds that he was not a grand liar, only a careless one, but it helped him get past things he needed to face.

Parsley

Parsley

That is a harsher discipline than I expected from him.

Parsley

Parsley

I think I understand. It is easier to excuse yourself than to answer yourself.

Parsley

Parsley

What was it that needed answering?

Parsley keeps his voice soft, but his eyes are fixed on Lewis now, the question inviting and exacting at once. The old slate board lies askew at their feet, a small sign of the room's earlier strain.

Lewis brushes brightly at that and admits he would rather not say yet. And he's sorry for that.

FAILURE (Mediocre Willpower, rolled -2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

I would rather not say yet. I am sorry for that.

The apology hangs in the small room, too honest to soften the refusal. Lewis’s bright attempt at ease does not quite take, and the question remains where it is, unanswered.

Parsley

Parsley

He is not dodging to tease me. He is stopping himself.

Parsley

Parsley

That is all right. If it is hard to say, I can wait.

Parsley does not press. He eases back from the desk by a little, still attentive, but less exacting now that he sees the boundary Lewis has drawn.

Parsley

Parsley

Only, I should like to know when you can. It sounds as if the answer matters.

The room shifts by a small but real degree, not in danger, but in the terms between them. Lewis has not given the answer, yet he has shown where it stops, and Parsley has accepted the edge of it.

Lewis gives him a small smile and says that it does, but he would be glad to have a friend he can share it with at some point. Glad he has a friend to share it with.

SUCCESS (Good Etiquette, rolled +2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

It does. I should be glad to have a friend I can share it with, when I can.

A small smile comes before the words finish leaving him, brief but real. The room keeps its quiet, yet the meaning of it lands cleanly between the desk and the boys.

Parsley

Parsley

That is better than politeness. He means it.

Parsley

Parsley

Then I shall take that as a promise of sorts, and not a trap.

Parsley’s mouth quirks with relief, and he folds one paper square against another with more care than need. The distance between his chair and Lewis's seems to shrink by a little.

Parsley

Parsley

You do not speak like the others here. It makes one feel less hunted.

That boy is liable to receive corporal punishment for his insolence.

Lewis thanks him for saying that. It means more than Parsley realizes.

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

Lewis thanks him for saying so, and says it means more than Parsley knows.

Parsley

Parsley

Parsley’s smile deepens, and he gives a small, pleased nod. "Then I am glad I said it."

Lewis settles into a companionable silence for a few moments and just smiles shyly to Parsley. Eventually he looks up toward the clock to check the time.

Confrontation in the Prep Room
Parsley
Parsley

Silence settles comfortably between them. Lewis lets a shy smile linger, then lifts his eyes toward the clock as the seconds tick on.

Parsley

Parsley

It is a pleasant sort of quiet.

Lewis notes that it is almost supper time, and asks of Parsley would like to continue chatting in the dining hall?

SUCCESS (Good Reasoning, rolled +2)

C. S. Lewis

C. S. Lewis

It is supper time, and I should think we had better continue in the dining hall. Do you want to keep talking there?

Parsley

Parsley

Yes, I should like that. I have not tired of talking to you yet.

Lewis gathers his things and pushes back from the desk. Parsley folds his papers together with care, glancing toward the door as if the room itself has grown lighter for being shared.

Both boys cross the prep room at an easy pace, the old tension gone from their shoulders. The doorway waits open, and the corridor beyond promises the supper hour.

Parsley

Parsley

We can talk all the way there, if you like. It is nicer not to stop when the subject is plain.

Lewis and Parsley step into the hall together, side by side, with their conversation carrying on between them as naturally as their footsteps.

Quest Complete

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