Alan Turing's schooldays; forbidden love in a 1920s British boarding school

Historical Fiction·Timothy

Alan Turing is a Tavern hero

20 scenes
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An Answer Still Owedthe school library
An Answer Still Owed
Peter Hogg
Peter Hogg
the librarian
the librarian
Christopher Morcom
Christopher Morcom

The librarian’s messenger has gone to the swimming pool for their clothes. Alan remains wrapped in a borrowed towel, damp-haired beside the reference shelves.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

Come to the secluded table. We can study until the clothes return, and nobody need turn this into another public hearing.

Christopher draws Alan toward the quiet table, but Peter Hogg remains near the librarian’s desk. His shoulders are tense, and his attention never leaves Alan.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

Turing, I will not interrupt your study. But you still owe me an answer about asking for my punishment.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

Peter is entitled to one. You proposed the cane for him, then came here expecting ordinary conversation. That cannot simply disappear.

The librarian sorts returned catalogues with deliberate quiet. Beyond the tall windows, footsteps pass in the cloister, while the physics volume waits open on the table.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

I am not asking for a spectacle, Alan. I want to know whether you believed I had done wrong, or whether I was merely convenient to your idea.

“I explain to Hogg that I just wanted to see him caned because it would have been fun to watch.”

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled -2)

An Answer Still Owed
Peter Hogg
Peter Hogg
the librarian
the librarian
Alan Turing

Alan Turing

I wanted to see you caned, Hogg. I thought it would be fun to watch.

The admission lies plainly between them. Peter’s face tightens, and the librarian’s sorting hands pause over the catalogues as the quiet table loses its privacy.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

So I was not a matter of justice to you. I was entertainment, and you were willing to make authority hurt me for the pleasure of seeing it.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

That is an honest answer, at least. But honesty does not make the wish harmless, nor does it excuse asking for another boy’s punishment.

The librarian closes the catalogue with a soft snap. Their clothes have not returned, and the cost of Alan’s candour is immediate suspicion from the only adult present.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

I believe you now. That is worse than not knowing. I will not let you speak for me, or recommend punishment for me, again.

the librarian

the librarian

Keep your voices low. I will report that this conversation occurred, but I will not turn a confession of bad judgment into an invented offence.

✓ Quest Accepted

Repair Peter's trust in Alan

“I will apologise to Hogg and ask how I can repair his trust.”

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled +1)

Alan Turing

Alan Turing

Hogg, I apologise. I wanted to see you punished for my amusement, and that was cruel. How can I repair your trust?

Peter studies Alan across the secluded table. The librarian resumes sorting catalogues, but the room remains attentive to the quiet exchange.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

Do not ask me to forget it, and do not offer another punishment as proof of regret. Tell the truth when my name is involved.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

If you think I have done wrong, speak to me first. Do not carry my name to a prefect because you find the consequences entertaining.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

That is a fair condition. Trust will not be repaired by a dramatic gesture, Turing, but by refusing to use authority for pleasure.

Peter’s expression remains guarded, yet he does not withdraw or end the conversation. He has given Alan a definite way to begin repairing the damage.

“I accept Peter’s conditions without bargaining”

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled -3)

An Answer Still Owed
Peter Hogg
Peter Hogg
the librarian
the librarian
the messenger boy
the messenger boy
Christopher Morcom
Christopher Morcom
Alan Turing

Alan Turing

I accept those conditions, Hogg. I will not ask you to forget, offer punishment as proof, or speak for you without first speaking to you.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

Then keep them when it matters, Turing. I will judge the repair by what you do when authority offers you an easier satisfaction.

Peter’s guarded expression does not soften, but he remains at the table. Alan has accepted the conditions without bargaining, and the terms between them are now plain.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

No grand apology follows, which is sensible. You have accepted a rule that will be harder to keep when punishment is available.

The librarian’s messenger, a small adolescent boy with a round face, tousled brown hair, and a dark wool school cap, returns from the pool carrying their clothes. The interruption costs them the secluded conversation, and the librarian now has a witness to Alan’s admission and acceptance.

the librarian

the librarian

Dress behind the screen, both of you. I will report the conversation accurately, including that Hogg set conditions and Turing accepted them.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

His acceptance is real, perhaps. Trust will still require him to refuse the next opportunity to make authority entertaining.

“I carefully choose to dress behind the screen where Morcom is also dressing, and I hug him closely while we dress.”

SUCCESS (Fair Agility, rolled +0)

An Answer Still Owed
Peter Hogg
Peter Hogg
the librarian
the librarian
the messenger boy
the messenger boy
Christopher Morcom
Christopher Morcom

Alan and Christopher step behind the screen with their retrieved clothes. They dress and briefly embrace closely, an intimate gesture kept off-camera; the screen’s wooden frame creaks loudly.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

Quietly, Turing. The screen has announced enough already.

Christopher finishes fastening his shirt while Alan pulls on his uniform. The creak has drawn the librarian’s attention, and the messenger pauses beside the desk.

the librarian

the librarian

Are you both properly dressed? I heard movement behind the screen. Come out separately, and keep the account straightforward.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

We are dressed, sir. Nothing was damaged, but the screen made more noise than it ought.

Christopher steps out first, coat gathered over one arm. Alan follows in his restored uniform, while the librarian records the disturbance beside the earlier conversation.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

You managed the closeness you wanted, Turing, but now the librarian has another concrete detail to report. Do not pretend scrutiny has vanished.

✓ Quest Accepted

Answer for the librarian's report

“Will the librarian report our embrace?”

YES (VeryLikely, rolled 25)

An Answer Still Owed
Peter Hogg
Peter Hogg
the librarian
the librarian
the messenger boy
the messenger boy
Christopher Morcom
Christopher Morcom

The librarian closes his register and adds the screen’s creak to the entry. His report will state that Alan and Christopher embraced closely behind it before dressing.

the librarian

the librarian

I will report what I witnessed and what the noise reasonably established: you were dressed, concealed together, and embracing before you emerged.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

Then report it accurately, sir. We were not evading duty, but neither will I pretend the embrace did not happen.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

That is the concrete consequence, Turing. The librarian’s account will reach authority, and others may decide what your closeness means.

The messenger waits beside the desk, now a witness to the report’s preparation. Christopher keeps his coat folded over one arm, his expression guarded but unashamed.

the librarian

the librarian

I will not embellish the account, nor conceal it. The report will distinguish the embrace from the earlier unauthorized excursion and the conversation about punishment.

Peter remains near the table, watching Alan closely. The embrace is no longer private, and the librarian’s plain account gives the House a new reason to scrutinize both boys.

− Scene Quest Removed

Repair Peter's trust in Alan

“Does the librarian think that we're troublesome boys who deserve a caning?”

YES (Likely, rolled 44)

The librarian’s closed register rests beneath his hand. His account now contains three troublesome matters: the unauthorized excursion, the concealed embrace, and the conversation about punishment.

the librarian

the librarian

They are troublesome boys, and their conduct warrants a caning if the proper authority decides discipline is required.

the librarian

the librarian

I will not decide the punishment myself. But I consider both of you troublesome, and I would not object if the House authorized a caning.

Christopher Morcom

Christopher Morcom

Then your report carries more than facts, sir. It carries your judgment that our conduct deserves the rod.

The messenger boy lowers his eyes. Peter’s mouth tightens, while the librarian leaves the register closed, preserving his judgment alongside the facts he claims to report.

Peter Hogg

Peter Hogg

That is what authority must hear clearly. You have not caned them, but you believe they are the sort of boys who should be caned.

the librarian

the librarian

Yes. I believe the House would be justified in treating this as serious misbehaviour, though I will distinguish my opinion from what I actually witnessed.

“I ask the messenger boy how old he is, and which house he is from.”

SUCCESS (Fair Social Perception, rolled +1)

An Answer Still Owed
the librarian
the librarian
the messenger boy
the messenger boy
Alan Turing

Alan Turing

How old are you, and which House are you from?

The messenger boy straightens beside the librarian’s desk. His fingers tighten around the folded towel, and the librarian watches the question with renewed suspicion.

the messenger boy

the messenger boy

I am twelve, sir, and I am from School House. I was sent to fetch the clothes from the swimming pool.

the librarian

the librarian

That answer is sufficient, boy. Turing, do not turn a messenger into another witness merely because he passed through your conversation.

the messenger boy

the messenger boy

He only asked my age and House, but the librarian will make it part of the report.

The boy steps back toward the doorway, identified now as a twelve-year-old from School House. The librarian opens the register and adds the personal questioning to his account.

“I remind the librarian that written records are forbidden.”

SUCCESS (Legendary Willpower, rolled -1)

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